Our existence ,
Will it get better or ,
Will I forever be
Proverty stricken
I'm probably missing
What needs to be addressed
But with this hood tunnel vision
I cant see no right or left
I can't even see my steps
Don't know what to expect
It's dark
I'm like a blind man searching to see whats next
Tryna understand life at the same time
Was I meant to drive that car or be a piston like Ta'shaun
What I mean
Was I meant to be in charge
Was I meant to be a roll player
And If Im starring in this movie whats my role player
Was I meant to be a box off smash
Or a barber for the corner
Shaving 41/2's
Was I meant to make you laugh
Was I meant to bring your sorrow
Only time will tell Insha'allah
I'll know tomorrow
Or the next day
Or the next day
Or maybe thats it
I prolli was meant to spend my life in search of figuring out it
Is it a crime I practice Islam
Well why they make it seem so
Wrong when its right
Is Shaatan really them people
Cause they dont know what we know
Get smart you outa
Was religion created souly to keep the world in order
A plot by the man to sow the game
And have us weaved in
Cause most of them actually need to see what they believe in
But you cant see God
Like you can't see the wind
But you know that they exist
Cause you feel them deep within
Scary when you think
It can kind of make you nervous
Whats the complexia of it all
Am I really serving my purpose
These questions I've been having
I speak for a resolving
If only God can judge me
How the white man get involved
If Rasicm Existing minorites are the targets
Whats the contridiction with Barrack being in office
Excuse Mr. Obama but you are now the carrier of a wide spread
Diease it's called breaking down the barrear
Yes We Can !
That's what you said and I listened
37 cell top teir state prision
Now America America listen we got a problem
But the first step is knowing we have one
Be honest
And I aint tryna judge this is "Food For Thought"
With two wheres and one mouth
You should listen more than you talk
You either smarter than you look
Or look smarter than you are
I'll let you figure it out
I could easily pull your card
It's like I gotta gift
And no I can't see ghost
But seeing thru bullshit
My 6th sense
While life passing us by
We doing nothing to grab it
Same shit New toilet
We all creatures of habit
Some graduate school
Some drop out be a fool
Can't get a job
Living with his momma like its cool
I've seen it all
We should use the ones who fall
As examples to motivate us to reach for the stars
And I know it's hard but you dont want if its easy
Need a solid foundation to build on
Believe me
And I aint tryna judge this more "Food For Thought"
All these ladies having these babies with no dude support
It's fucked up how they treating them
Knowing that needing them
Fucked her and said fuck it and let welfare feed em
But you the one that breed em
Shoudve covered yo dick
Now child support on yo ass taking all yo shit
Come On
Ladies I aint thru Ima digg in yah ass too
Instead of getting a job
She like welfare a do
And you wonder why you were you at
You settle for less
Instead of buying for your kid
You getting fly with his check
Getting your nails and your hair done
Kid look like a damn bum
We got a problem America
Let us pray one
Prayer for the lost souls that party til its over
While they kids run the street at night with them drug holders
Then you act surprise when they end up in juvi hall
But you wasnt on your job
So really it's cause of y'all
Daddy in the feds
Mommy a cold smez
Every night a differeny nigga she fucking up in her crib
No respect for her kid
No AUTHORITY
Where's the leaders and
Schools just as bad cause
The students fucking the teachers
We got a problem America
Like real rap
How we worried about Iraq
When its problem in America
I don't understand can you help me a bit
How we helping other countries
Bums hungry as shit
It's a hapocracy speaking on democracy
That's fucked up now
Will it worsening is my hypothesis
Like Stevie I Wonder
Why Bush was taking us under
Just to steal oil high prices and plus numbers
Its crazy
America we got a problem
Come on y'all you know it
We got a problem
Thursday, November 18, 2010
Sunday, December 6, 2009
Connection Built on Lies!
How can you have a connection with somebody if you kno at the end of the day it was all built on lies.
You see alot of people walk in and out of your life but it takes that one person that comes in ya life and walks out to change your whole look of things and when you really move on the connection you have with the new person is really a lie because you kno at the end of the day your heart allies in somebody else hands and it's kinda like what can you possibly do if the other person and you just cant work it out and it's not that they don't want you or love you it's just that they don't need you because when their heart fell you was the wrong person that picked it up.
So it was like yall was happy with each other but at the end of the day the person who as now took your heart and held it was wanting somebody else so it was just a taking problem that could never be solved or figured out like you was sitting there stuck on a equation and from then on you was doing the same thing somebody was doin to you and never could seem to stop it or let it go.
And when you think about it it's kinda like how do you kno how many hearts are in your hands that fell but the person never let go..
then actually sit there and think have you been doin the same thing moving on but not lettin go of your past knowin that the connection you had with the new person wasnt even strong it was just lies told over and over with them three words (i love you) but in ya head and heart you kno u was wantin to feel and hear it coming from the one that you can really love back and be in love with but i guess you can't always have what you want cuz if you could do you know how many people would be happy today ?
So just do me a favor if you kno ya heart allies in somebody else hands dont move on and have somebody catch the same sickness and pain that you have been goin through cuz somebody gave it too you..
just try your best to get the other person back intil you kno it wasnt true so the "Connection Built On Lies"..
Can finally die and save people from havin broken hearts time and time again..
You see alot of people walk in and out of your life but it takes that one person that comes in ya life and walks out to change your whole look of things and when you really move on the connection you have with the new person is really a lie because you kno at the end of the day your heart allies in somebody else hands and it's kinda like what can you possibly do if the other person and you just cant work it out and it's not that they don't want you or love you it's just that they don't need you because when their heart fell you was the wrong person that picked it up.
So it was like yall was happy with each other but at the end of the day the person who as now took your heart and held it was wanting somebody else so it was just a taking problem that could never be solved or figured out like you was sitting there stuck on a equation and from then on you was doing the same thing somebody was doin to you and never could seem to stop it or let it go.
And when you think about it it's kinda like how do you kno how many hearts are in your hands that fell but the person never let go..
then actually sit there and think have you been doin the same thing moving on but not lettin go of your past knowin that the connection you had with the new person wasnt even strong it was just lies told over and over with them three words (i love you) but in ya head and heart you kno u was wantin to feel and hear it coming from the one that you can really love back and be in love with but i guess you can't always have what you want cuz if you could do you know how many people would be happy today ?
So just do me a favor if you kno ya heart allies in somebody else hands dont move on and have somebody catch the same sickness and pain that you have been goin through cuz somebody gave it too you..
just try your best to get the other person back intil you kno it wasnt true so the "Connection Built On Lies"..
Can finally die and save people from havin broken hearts time and time again..
*Copyright 2009
Love is. . .
Love takes time. It needs a history of giving and receiving, laughing
and crying...
Love never promises instant gratification, only ultimate fulfillment.... Read More
Love means believing in someone, in something. It supposes a
willingness to struggle, to work, to suffer, and to rejoice.
Satisfaction and ultimate fulfillment are by-products of dedicated
love. They belong only to those who can reach beyond themselves; to
whom giving is more important than receiving.
Love is doing everything you can to help others build whatever dreams
they have.
Love involves much careful and active listening. It is doing whatever
needs to be done, and saving whatever will promote the other's
happiness, security, and well-being. Sometimes, love hurts.
Love is on a constant journey to what others need. It must be attentive,
caring, and open, both to what others say and to what others cannot
say...
Love says no with empathy and great compassion.
Love is firm, but when needed it must be tender.
When others have tried and failed, love is the hand in yours in your
moments of discouragement and disappointment.
Love is reliable.
Love is a choice and commitment to others' true and lasting happiness.
It
is dedicated to growth and fulfillment. Love is not selfish.
Love sometimes fails for lack of wisdom or abundance of weakness, but it
forgives, knowing the intentions are good.
Love does not attach conditions....Genuine love is always a free gift.
Love realizes and accepts that there will be disagreements and
disturbing
emotions...There may be times when miles lay between, but love is a
commitment. It believes and endures things.
Love encourages freedom of self. Love shares positives and negatives
reactions to warm and cold feelings.
Love, intimate love, will never reject others. It is the first to
encourage and the last to condemn.
Love is a commitment to growth, happiness, and fulfillment of one
another
and crying...
Love never promises instant gratification, only ultimate fulfillment.... Read More
Love means believing in someone, in something. It supposes a
willingness to struggle, to work, to suffer, and to rejoice.
Satisfaction and ultimate fulfillment are by-products of dedicated
love. They belong only to those who can reach beyond themselves; to
whom giving is more important than receiving.
Love is doing everything you can to help others build whatever dreams
they have.
Love involves much careful and active listening. It is doing whatever
needs to be done, and saving whatever will promote the other's
happiness, security, and well-being. Sometimes, love hurts.
Love is on a constant journey to what others need. It must be attentive,
caring, and open, both to what others say and to what others cannot
say...
Love says no with empathy and great compassion.
Love is firm, but when needed it must be tender.
When others have tried and failed, love is the hand in yours in your
moments of discouragement and disappointment.
Love is reliable.
Love is a choice and commitment to others' true and lasting happiness.
It
is dedicated to growth and fulfillment. Love is not selfish.
Love sometimes fails for lack of wisdom or abundance of weakness, but it
forgives, knowing the intentions are good.
Love does not attach conditions....Genuine love is always a free gift.
Love realizes and accepts that there will be disagreements and
disturbing
emotions...There may be times when miles lay between, but love is a
commitment. It believes and endures things.
Love encourages freedom of self. Love shares positives and negatives
reactions to warm and cold feelings.
Love, intimate love, will never reject others. It is the first to
encourage and the last to condemn.
Love is a commitment to growth, happiness, and fulfillment of one
another
*Copyright 2009
Notice
Notice
I just thought I'd put yu on notice that I notice yu and yur lovely thighs and yur beautifully shaped body with the nice brown eyes and I thought I'd metioned that I noticed yu noticing me and I thought I should give yu notice that I noticed yu noticeing me as I noticed yu oh and how I also noticed yur friend and I told my brother so he could noticed yur friend and he thought she could be his bug a boo yu know his yu dnt bug me but can I bug yu boo so yeah I had to let yu know that I noticed the both of you so by me noticing yu noticing me I thought I'd also ask to see if yu noticed how much I was diggin yu diggin that lovely coca cola shaped body that I noticed out of my left eye as me and my brutha notice yu and yur friend which turned out to be yur signifincant other yu see yu were takin at the time and it was blowing my mind at the time bcuz yu see I wanted yu to be mine not the girl walkin behind...yu
*Copyright 2008
Untitled
Yu see this is untitled this is for my mother one of the most important women in my life the one I have been treatin wrong for so long that one night I was thinking and I realized and finally come to the conclusion that yu mom should be tired and should be done because after I looked back at all the shit I've done and put myself into yur shoes I would have been done a long time ago but no no yu stuck in there all the way to the end through the hard aches and pain from begining to end yu were my bestfriend and even tho we couldn't stand each other at times and even still til this day but at the end of the day yu were my mother and I wouldn't have it any other way becuz yu see as much as I may have hated the oh yu look jus like yur moms or hey little sheelah's I realized that I was a product of yu and yes I do look just like yu except for certain features that I had received from my father whom I jus realized was my dad at age 12 but I'm not going to get
on that becuz this is about my mother the one who carried me for 9 months of labor through the hard aches and pain from begining to end yu were my best friend and even though we can't stand each other at times and even still til this day but at the end of the day yu were my mother and I wouldn't have it any other way yu see mom there is not much I can say becuz the bad def out weighed the good but hey if were going to talk about the good we mine as well talk about the bad like when dad yes dad and I dnt mean sperm donor but daddy who's been there since day 1 through the hard aches and pain from begining to end mom he was yur bestfriend until yu pissed him off and raised his temper to yay high which then turned yur love into heart aches and pains bruises and shame yu tried to cover up the pain but yu couldn't becuz that would be like the sun tryna out do the rain and I kno yur prolli thinkin uggh omg she buggin but this is jus something something that I
thought I'd give yu to let yu kno I do appreciated yu and this is a mothers day gift to yu so I hope I didn't embrass yu
I love yu
Signed yur daughter
Ajah
on that becuz this is about my mother the one who carried me for 9 months of labor through the hard aches and pain from begining to end yu were my best friend and even though we can't stand each other at times and even still til this day but at the end of the day yu were my mother and I wouldn't have it any other way yu see mom there is not much I can say becuz the bad def out weighed the good but hey if were going to talk about the good we mine as well talk about the bad like when dad yes dad and I dnt mean sperm donor but daddy who's been there since day 1 through the hard aches and pain from begining to end mom he was yur bestfriend until yu pissed him off and raised his temper to yay high which then turned yur love into heart aches and pains bruises and shame yu tried to cover up the pain but yu couldn't becuz that would be like the sun tryna out do the rain and I kno yur prolli thinkin uggh omg she buggin but this is jus something something that I
thought I'd give yu to let yu kno I do appreciated yu and this is a mothers day gift to yu so I hope I didn't embrass yu
I love yu
Signed yur daughter
Ajah
*Copyright 2009
Lost Heart!
Sitting here reminising about the day we met when i got all wet behind the ears! Yes I was feeling you and i kind of sort of use to get this weird tingley feeling inside whenever I saw you and even when someone mentioned you its like i had already fallen for you but then I woke up and realized I was dreaming. Was I dreaming of something that was right in front my face or just something to satisfy me for the time being until you came along whoever you might be! It seemed like every time someone came along I was setting myself up for disaster because it ended it with me broken-hearted and her well I'm not to sure what it left her because as my heart was being ripped out of my chest she was already gone! Heart gone, Heart broken I was left HEARTLESS! Being as though i was heartless the remained organs of this lost soul were so cold searching for the missing key to this treasure chest...the heart. But it was too late because this heart was lost forever like the sun in the blistering cold. So bold was she to lie and claim she loved me when really the love was hate! Now with heart in hand awaiting this knight and shinning armor of this somehow weirdly created fairy tale of mines, I began to freeze heart became cold and this story shall be and will be told to those whose hearts were lost stolen and torn apart ripped from chest like bird out of nest! Now this human being this beautifully created creature can never be the same because of the heart that was torn apart and never to be reframed. This heart was lost........forever!
*Copyright 2009
What you can do for me
You wanted to know what you could to for me! Well here it goes; you can just let me love you and take care of you let me mend your wounded heart let me get rid of the ugly scars caused by those who hurt this helpless beautiful soul of yours let me be the one to give you comfort just let me love you to the point of no return! And if that Is too much trouble then don't worry about it I will handle it just promise me that you'll do this one thing for me and Just put me in the part of your life that last forever
*Copyright 2009
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