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How can you have a connection with somebody if you kno at the end of the day it was all built on lies.
You see alot of people walk in and out of your life but it takes that one person that comes in ya life and walks out to change your whole look of things and when you really move on the connection you have with the new person is really a lie because you kno at the end of the day your heart allies in somebody else hands and it's kinda like what can you possibly do if the other person and you just cant work it out and it's not that they don't want you or love you it's just that they don't need you because when their heart fell you was the wrong person that picked it up.
So it was like yall was happy with each other but at the end of the day the person who as now took your heart and held it was wanting somebody else so it was just a taking problem that could never be solved or figured out like you was sitting there stuck on a equation and from then on you was doing the same thing somebody was doin to you and never could seem to stop it or let it go.
And when you think about it it's kinda like how do you kno how many hearts are in your hands that fell but the person never let go..
then actually sit there and think have you been doin the same thing moving on but not lettin go of your past knowin that the connection you had with the new person wasnt even strong it was just lies told over and over with them three words (i love you) but in ya head and heart you kno u was wantin to feel and hear it coming from the one that you can really love back and be in love with but i guess you can't always have what you want cuz if you could do you know how many people would be happy today ?
So just do me a favor if you kno ya heart allies in somebody else hands dont move on and have somebody catch the same sickness and pain that you have been goin through cuz somebody gave it too you..
just try your best to get the other person back intil you kno it wasnt true so the "Connection Built On Lies"..
Can finally die and save people from havin broken hearts time and time again..
*Copyright 2009
Notice
I just thought I'd put yu on notice that I notice yu and yur lovely thighs and yur beautifully shaped body with the nice brown eyes and I thought I'd metioned that I noticed yu noticing me and I thought I should give yu notice that I noticed yu noticeing me as I noticed yu oh and how I also noticed yur friend and I told my brother so he could noticed yur friend and he thought she could be his bug a boo yu know his yu dnt bug me but can I bug yu boo so yeah I had to let yu know that I noticed the both of you so by me noticing yu noticing me I thought I'd also ask to see if yu noticed how much I was diggin yu diggin that lovely coca cola shaped body that I noticed out of my left eye as me and my brutha notice yu and yur friend which turned out to be yur signifincant other yu see yu were takin at the time and it was blowing my mind at the time bcuz yu see I wanted yu to be mine not the girl walkin behind...yu
*Copyright 2008
You wanted to know what you could to for me! Well here it goes; you can just let me love you and take care of you let me mend your wounded heart let me get rid of the ugly scars caused by those who hurt this helpless beautiful soul of yours let me be the one to give you comfort just let me love you to the point of no return! And if that Is too much trouble then don't worry about it I will handle it just promise me that you'll do this one thing for me and Just put me in the part of your life that last forever
*Copyright 2009
With her she had some classses
Ok. . .ok. . .maybe just one class
But she saw her damn near everyday.
Her eyes always seemed to wander
Toward her general way.
Quite the crush had developed;
Within love she was enveloped.
She could of asked her right away,
But didn't have the guts.
If she peered a little left
And tilted her head correctly,
She could face the teacher, yet
Still watch her indirectly.
She was ever a distraction;
She couldn't even do the
Work that was handed to her. . .
All but three words she could say;
She didn't have the guts
Just a single moment needed
Yet many a moments passed.
While unrequited love grew deeper,
Quickly the years elapsed.
They thought their fears to be a crime
And made me write this sappy rhyme,
To warn you all this very day;
You'd better have the guts. . .
*Copyright 2007
Kierra got raped the other night
Her vagina is now ripped three centimeters deeper than her pain to prove it
It was so wide that it swallowed her smile
But
She can't smile to digest joy anymore since the walls of her womb are now covered with miscarried screams that were carried out on the echoes of her voice from that night
Her mother slept peacefully
Like a butterfly resting inside its cocoon, oblivious to the world around it
Because her father was still a caterpillar trying to eat at her leaf
He use to tell her she was as beautiful as a rose
And before that night she use to believe him
just like she use to tuck her hope behind the twinkle in her eyes
that her father use to say always shined like his little star he tucked under the covers
that night Kierra couldn't help but lay delicately
as her petals were plucked of their innocence
each time her father's thorny fingers touched the 12 years of her life
that she now wanted to wilt away
that she wanted to dig up from the roots and bury deeper than the incest that was inside her
She never went to bed thinking that in her wildest dreams her reality would become her worst nightmare
or
that her father would become the predator and she the prey
and
She prayed that night
After her father kissed her forehand
with lips that burned as bright as the devils heart
After he told her if she loved her mother she would never tell her about this
So with sickness in her stomach she prayed from her heart,
'now I lay me down to sleep
I pray the Lord my soul to keep
and if I die before I wake
I know that God really listens to me when I pray'
That was a conversation she had with God that she was never suppose to have
She wrapped her 12 years of life inside that prayer as if it were Jesus after being born in a manger,
picked it up with her tsunami tears and wanted to push it back inside her
Which would have been easy
since pieces of her father greased the path
All Kierra wanted to do now was be born again
Into another family because the laughs she heard from her father bounced off the hallway walls and vibrated hers so much that her vocal cords started to tingle with the question,
'why am I daddy's little girl?'
*Copyright 2008
You see I wanted to get to know yu mentally I wanted to know yur next move b4 yu knew what to do I wanted to be the cavity in your mouth that made yur teeth rot yu see I wanted to be yur sweet tooth as yu can see I was diggin yah swagg and I remember when we met and I was like damn she badd and that I wanted to be the girl on her right arm so I got yur number and i had texted yu one day but it never occurred lt yu that I was aj the girl yu met the other day that I couldve sworn took yur breath away but it seemed like yu were brushing me aside just texting yur lil heart a way giving me one word answers that usally makes me mad but I couldn't stop thinking damn she badd and I was most def still digging yah swagg I wanted to inject yur every thought into my veins so that when yu said I thought i'd finish yur sentences I wanted to insure yu that I would be here through thick and thin til the end no matter the time place or day I wanted to insure yu that
whatever way yu did yur hair was sexy becuz I wasn't Here for yur hair but for yur beautiful glare and the way the sun shined down at yur beautiful face and how yu smiled so beautifully when I said yur name a funny way yu see that made me smile in a beautiful way yu see when yu were happy I was happy and when yu were nappy well I was straight becuz yu were a beautiful black women and I was a crazy ass mutt stuck in a daze or maybe just a faze cuz yu see I had never felt this way about a girl like you GOD DAMN girl I was crazy for yu see I'd even take a shot for no not a bullet but a shot or two cuz I hadn't fallin in love with yu so I wasn't ju yet ready to die for yu but I'd most def ride for yu shit I'd even lie for yu oh no not lie to yu but if yu got into trouble wit that law I'd have an alabi for yu damn baby I think I'd even cry for yu yur swagg was just so rad and yur smile face and body was so damn bad it's remarkable that you'd even give the
time of day cuz yu see I was looking like a bum that day a pair of old sweats plain tee and some old ass sneaks and yet there yu were wit yur new brown uggs some nice ass denims and yur hollister hoodie wit rocawear jacket GOD DAMN baby here I go again getting all hot remnising about the day we met when I got all wet...behind the ear yes I was feeling yu and I sort of kinda got tingley inside whenever I mentioned you
*Copyright 2008
